It feels so good to not hide anymore when I talk to people I trust. To stop pretending and lying for him. I will no longer protect someone who NEVER protected me.
I look back and realize he tried so hard to break me. He still tries. I have no idea how long it will be until our divorce is final. But at least he is out of the house, at least I have a protection order, he can only contact me on a co-parenting app.
The longer I have no contact the more I realize how truly horrible my life was with him. The amount of abuse and control is sickening! I don’t miss him, he makes my skin crawl!!!!
Thank You for revealing the truth, for breaking the Trauma Bond. Please help me to break my boys free too, I trust You.